It has been rough. If you follow me, you know that. I’m not complaining; I’m just stating fact. My personal stuff, my brother’s passing, etc. Yesterday, I trusted God enough to say what needed to be said to hubs. I’m not going to get into the details, but it was scary for me because I abhor confrontation. But God has really been pulling me toward him and on Tuesday, as I was driving and trying to figure out a company name that I needed to call, “Lean not on your own understanding,” just plopped itself right down on my heart. I knew it was a direct message to me from God. As much as I pray, that’s not one of my regular go-to thoughts and I was not even in prayer at the time. I got it. I thanked Him out loud. I knew what He meant. So, the conversation took place. I felt like a cinder block had been lifted off my chest. I believe that taking God’s cue freed up something that was clogging me spiritually from receiving from Him what I need to receive and also puts me in the way of hubs and God. And it doesn’t end there. I realized today that a lot of upset in my household has stemmed from God not being at the helm. Hubs is. Or so he thinks. Bless his heart. He really wants to be. I also know that where God does not reign front & center, will not be successful. So, while I don’t feel like a failure for stating out loud my truth to hubs about my heart and the feelings therein, I do feel like I am headed where God wants. And that’s where I want to be.
So, today I met with my brand new client! I am rocking it as a health coach! I’m so excited! She asked me half way through our session, “How do you know so much about all this?” :)))))) “It’s what I love!” was my reply. 🙂 Before I met with her, my 8th grade daughter’s class celebrated Mass – wow. It was really beautiful and she looked so beautiful. I’ll post a pic from my phone. (I know my limits technologically 🙂 I began Month 2 of Max :30 and then I went for a run. It has been a great day.
P.S. When I ran where I normally do my big laps, there are several construction sites at the moment. We have neighborhood security & I noticed that he drove through as I was doing my laps. He left that area & then came back through. I left then and about a half mile down the road, he stopped & rolled down his window to ask if everything was okay & did anyone bother me! I thought that was really cool! I told him that it was all good & those guys have never said anything to me. I usually shoot them a peace sign as I run to let them know that I see them, I’m not a snob, and hey, man, can’t we all just get along? 🙂 Anywho, I just thought it was cool that this guy would go to the trouble.
Alright. Time for sushi. Peace 🙂