Fricking perspective :-/

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Washer broke. I am betting there is a wayward mouse stuck in the drain. I am sitting at the laundromat where there IS NO COIN CHANGER….WTH???? I knew this from my last visit here a few years ago. I dutifully bagged a big handful of quarters, carted all our dirty, wet, smelly laundry to this place. I dumped 2.75 of quarters into the large capacity (debatable) machine & NOTHING HAPPENED…unless you count me wanting to cry as a happening. My car stinks like the laundry. Apparently, I’m going to start having an extra period a month. Yyyaaaayyyy, meeeee!!! :-/ NOT. Hubs snapped at me & blew a fuse last night. I just don’t like getting screamed at; I don’t think anyone does. Who gets used to that? It sucks. It throws me off my axis. Yuck. I woke up this morning & had to cancel a mole check dermatologist appt – my amex bill was much higher than planned. Hubs eagerly volunteered to pay for it (reminding me that he pays anyway) when I hung up. But, I retorted, how can I resist my real obligations today of washing that stinky-ass laundry that had been marinating in my car overnight? Sigh…

I have an appointment with our priest this afternoon….should be a doozy. I have a list of questions. He is a wonderful priest; I know he will help me with the answers.

So I will sit bloated, crampy, on the verge of teary, and know that no matter how bad a moment sucks, it could suck way worse. And regardless, God still
loves me and I am good enough for Him, just like I am.

Peace.

Ps – 15 days – nacho/beer free:))))

About southernrunningmom

Contact me like this: Via FaceBook - Mary Broussard, Certified Health Coach (feel free to private message me) or e-mail me - southernholistichealth@gmail.com. I am also on Twitter - MaryBob143. Instagram - Southern Running Mom...peace out. I keep my original profile details up because...well, that was my truth back then. Today, I'm much different. And busy. So, I'll update the About Me section very soon. Meanwhile, my tags would be: recovery, AA, 12 Steps, honesty, abuse, recognizing narcissism. Any who, thanks for reading this far. Mom with great husband & family...I totally love running, cooking, gardening...

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