Woke up feeling better today, thank you, God.  My daughters are pretty much okay, just sad about the friendship situation.  I am going through the motions and reminding myself of the blessings in store for all of us due to the move.  I must say, as a cradle Roman Catholic woman, feeling the distance from the Sacred Heart School has ignited more furiously the love of Jesus in my own heart.  I will teach my daughters our catichism out of the same books used by our church, except here at home.  I have put a rosary around my neck since I felt the incredible sadness flood over me.  Okay, forgive me, Jesus, but the one I had around my neck was plastic, short and glowed in the dark (LOL) and I just now took it off to take my 5th grader to her new school for a physical for sports…I did,however, replace it with a gorgeous sterling, very simple cross on a brown leather choker necklace.  Got it in San Antonio as a gift from my dear husband.  And, I have a clinging cross in my pocket.  I KNOW everything will be fine, for Heaven’s sake.  I just feel the need for lots of heavenly buffering right now. 

Did two, count ’em, two 5ks on the tm today.  The second one was to ward off a crying moment.  I’m a mess.  I’ll be okay. 

Gotta get girls in gear…

Peace.  Peace.  More peace.

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  1. Awww, so sorry to hear about this. I do think sometimes, in situations like this, the kids are more resilient that the moms! Our private school is also very important to us and when I think that this may be the last year my daughter goes there…welll, I just can’t go there mentally b/c I feel she is so protected there. Anyway, I hope you feel more at peace soon.

    • Thank you for your kind words!!!! I just wish I felt more on board with this whole thing! I think that when school actually starts, which is in almost one more week, I’ll better. It’s just so hard parting with something that has become such a huge part of our lives and is already woven into the very fabric of who we are…blessings to you and your family!

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